I am usually for the most part very good at putting my thoughts into words, however tonight my heart is so heavy and broken that I don't even know where to begin!
Maybe now isn't the time or place, I am still trying to sort things out.
It isn't a family member but a friend...someone I thought so highly of, looked at as a mentor, trusted and now, I can't even think.
Just pray that with the daylight tomorrow, my head will be clear & I can sort this all out.
If not, I am not sure I will ever be able to trust another Christian again, I am that devastated!